I am so touched....

2 days ago its my birthday. KT celebrated it with me on 09/04/06. He brought me for steamboat at Marine South.... When i came bk to office i rec'd a few presents fr my colleagues... So nice of them to remember my birthday.. My Twin bro who is born with me on the same day, same mth n same yr bought a present for me too... I am so touched....

Can't help feeling sad....

Tomolo i will be having dinner with my colleagues to celebrate my birthday... But KT won;t be joining us for dinner cos he chose to have dinner with his colleagues. For the past few days i have been asking myself am i veri impt to KT? How come he chose his colleague rather den me? Tomolo Germ, Xiaolong, Grace, Angie, Stancy n Vivian will be there for dinner. Wat am i suppose to ans if they ask me how come KT is nt around. How am i suppose to ans them??? Tell them he chose is colleagues instead of me??? I really dunno... God pls tell me wat shld i do... Or pls bless tat they dun ask abt him tomolo....

Its so difficult to be an Organiser

So wat if my birthday is comin. Wat so great abt birthday?? I really dunno.... I wanna to treat my gd colleagues for dinner. But sometimes its so difficult to find a day where everone can b available. At first i plan on sat, den one of my friend can't make it on tat day. so i decided to plan it on fri. Who noes, KT is nt free on tat day. Finally i found a date on the 5th. i got my colleagues to change fr afternoon shift to morning. All done n they changed the shift... Guess wat???? KT got a dinner with his own dept colleagues.... I began to wonder wat went wrong... its really so difficult to organise something....So tired..... Y its me again.... All i ask for is jux a simple dinner... Y things become so complicated....... I am really veri disappointed.. The worst thing is next weekend KT is working on both sat n sun.... Do i still stand a place in his heart.. i really dunno....