What a bad day....

Had a terrible day in the office... My colleague is on medical leave today... So I got double work load today. Somethings went wrong and pple commented how come my colleague is able to n I am not. But what she has been doing is not in compliance how can I follow her footsteps blindly??? Pple jux cannot understand..... Sometimes I am really tired of working.... But luckily I had a few pairs of listening ears.... Mr Ong knows abt what happen, he immed help me to see how he can help me.... So that the shit can be clr... Veri thankful.... Finally nw is day end... Hopefully my colleague come back for work tomorrow... If not I think I will break down.....