Confused......

I am so confused nw. Wats right n wats wrong. Wats true n wats untrue.... I really dunno. I wish I can be kept in the dark... I wish I had never find out. We have a problem but he dun see this as a problem. To him its jux friends. Y??? I dun understand. Maybe I really dunno him well enough. She is always there in between us. I really lost.... Lost to her presence.... She seems to had left but actually not. Deep in his heart i can sense that she is there. He claimed that she is not there anymore. but how true this can be. Only he himself has the answer.