I just finish my team dinner. I was laughing very loudly on the jokes crack by my colleagues. But I realise my laugh feel so empty. The feel so lifeless. On my journey back home, I start to ask myself what I really need n want. Can I handle them all by myself? Am I ready to take on all these? Sad to say I do not have any answer. I do not know if I am ready a not. That's y I made no move. But I clearly know that if I continue like that, I will go crazy very soon.
I feel so tired of thinking. What should I do?