Its Sunday again.................

Its sun again.... the shit bank will be havin a rd show next wkend... so sucks.... dun they noe tat chinese new yr is comin... so tired... n somemore they havin extended banking hrs... its goin to be veri tired for all of us... i got no time to do my shopping.... vin went to temple agian today... i am left alone again... fel so lonely... but i dun have a choice... cos b4 i am with him he already told me he needs to go temple often... after all boss is the one who help him when he was down.... so i cant blame him... last nite he took me out for dinner... its was an enjoyable nite for the both of us... n i never expect things like tat would happen to me... after dinner, he bought me to holland village for coffee... this is wat i never tot i would do it with my bf in my lfe... we sit down, drank coffee n chit chat... its a kinda of nice n sweet feelings..... whenever my friend told me tat she n her bf always would go for coffee n have a nice chit chat, i wonder can a couple really do tat? if can den its muz be veri funny... but last nite vin prove to me couples can really do tat. n its not funny at all... its a way to bring 2 person close up together... n tat feeling is really warm. the kind of feelings which i had never experience with my other bf. came hm quite late last nite... n i guess they are wating for me but dare not ask me where i go. hopefully they can give me some place to breathe.... sometimes i hope i can move out to get back my freedom.... but there are a lot of things which are beyond my control... nw i can onli hope tat they dun tie me too tight.. goin for interview on tis thurs... so hope i can get a gd offer n leave the stupid job................

Wat A Day For The New Yr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its sun today. N things are gettin messy again. I hate this. juz bcos i am tired cant wake up go shop to help out they r angry with me. Am i their daughter or juz a maid or worker to them. i cant understand n they cant understand how tired i am o. they always thought tat my job in the bank is so easy. no tired no worries. no ones noe how i felt nw. they are giving me cold shoulders nw. the worst thing is vin promise to stay at hn to accompany me. but nw he got a cal fr alvin saying tat boss need him to go burn incense until 10pm. nw i am being left alone again. i always ask myself where is vin when i needed him most. n guess wat ans i got. he is always at temple when i needed him. itsonli the start of the yr n i am already so sad. so how am i goin to continue the rest of my days in this new yr...................................................................