Stressed...............

Few days ago got a lawyer ltr fr courts. i had already made a payment n yet today they send another lawyer ltr to me. tis time things got worst. i was nt at hm n my parents r the wan who rec'd the ltr. they keep pressing me on the ltr. come on give me a break can. here i am trying all my best to start my life over again n there they r pple out there trying to destroy my life. i am getting sick already. i need some time n y cant they give me time. they r really pushing me to the corner. n i cant breathe nw. i really dun noe wat i shld do. i am in shit mess nw. n in heavy debts nw n yet i have to handle all by myself. i need time to get things settle. god pls guide me along. tell me wat i shld do. i really cant take it anymore. pls lead my thru. i am lost so lost nw. where's the light in my life? tell me where isit. i really wanted to live my life again. i really wan to have a brand new life. but no one is giving me a chance. i really dun noe y.