Game Over

After a yr with vin, finally we broke off. Tis is nt the outcome which i wan. but a lot of times i dun have a choice. I went to look for him last nite. His words were harsh. he ask me to get lost n said tat he doesn't need me anymore. Deep in my heart was bleeding. But he doesn't seems to care. He even push me to the ground without any feelings. I noe all these is wat i have created. So i dun blam him at all. in fact i still love him a lot. Veri much i hope one day we could get but together. but i noe tis is impossible so i am trying to think of a way to get my life goin on. the moment i am alone, tears will start rolling. i really dun noe wat i shld do to stop it fr rolling. i had never been badly hurt like tat. when i am so painful does he noe or maybe he doesn't even bother to care. or maybe he is nw happily with another gal. if he cn find someone who can really bring happiness for him, i will oso be veri happy for him too. cos i believe loving a person doesn't mean tat u have to be with tat person. so long as u noe tat the person is happy u will b happy to. Vin i dun noe if u still read my blog. i jux wanna to say i'm sorie for bringing so much trouble to u. for my whole life the onli thing i have done rite is noeing u n having u as my man. i love u forever. i will be waiting for the day where fate will bring us bk together. i noe tis will be a long wait but i dun mind. cos i am veri sure u r the onli rite man in my life.