After so much trouble guess wat i have get...............

Today is the final day where Vin n I r together. after 1 yr 2 mths n 15 days, we had decided to remain as good friends.... wat a joke rite? i try all my best effort to hold bk my tears n pretend nothing had happen.... but who noes at nite will tears roll down. i really dunno. wat really happen was i dun even noe wats the problem n wat went wrong. i cant communicate with vin n he simply refuse to listen to me. i dun even noe wat he's thinking nw...... my heart is in deep pain. i guess heaven is playing a trick on me... how can my life go on nw? i dunno. i really hope time can heal everything. n i hope i can be strong n carry on with my life........ saying i dun love him is really lying to myself. i am really sad n depressed nw........