everyone thinks tat i am in the wrong....

vin had been complaining he had no one to listen to his stress. things had change n i cant tell nor i noe how to tell tel anyone abt the problems. we r having problems between both of us. n all i could do is to keep on pushing everything into my heart. he doesnt seems to understand me at all. he always tot tat i am wrong. to everyone i am always wrong. even changing tis new job is oso wrong. in fact i had never told vin tat my parents had never forgive me. they have been picking things on me which i never told anyone. n i noe they will never forgive me so whenever i feel sad abt it i would juz hide in my bed n cried. no one noe how much pain i had suffered. to everybody i am always happy n cheerful but the fact is i am nt. i am all covered with wounds which no one realise it. i really dun noe who i shld tok to. juz like wed nite. vin had to go temple last min, n when i came hm i felt hungry so decided to cook something. n my dad scolded me for tat saying i didnt ate dinne n tis job is worst den the pervious one. i heart was smashed at tat moment. i had no one to tok to so again i hide in my bed n cried. n when vin cal me he tot i was throwing temper again n he scolded me too. everyone blames me on everything. i really felt like ending my life but i cant bear to leave vin so i drop off the idea. i was thinking when the day life without love n love without life den its time for me to leave the world. things had changed n vin had changed. he is no longer the vin which i used to noe. i really dun noe wat i can do. i am lost really lost. i felt so useless.all i noe is to hide n cry. can someone tell me wat can i do? i tied working day n nite to forget everything but i cant. i tried putting a smile on my face to forget everything but i cant too. watever i do is always wrong. even vin tot tat too. i am badly wounded n i dun even noe where i shld start to heal my wound.......