OHHHHHHHHHHHH headache again.....

havin headache again. i hate it man...... took half day today n went to visit my ld colleagues... so happie to c tat all of them r doin so well.... went out with estee today for shopping.... long time never went out with her liao......... bought a tube fr mng. cant wait to wear it for my pandar to c it... i am sure he will like it cos its SEXY!!!!!! hee hee miss him nw. both of us are working veri hard for our future. but we always try our best effort to squeeze time to meet up each other. although the meeting time is not long but we treasure. dun noe how come i pick up smoking again... i told myself i cant pick up tat habit again, but i juz dun have the determination. when u feel so stretch out u really need to go out have a smoke n take a break... i am trying to smoke less. hopefully i can drop it. at times when u have peer perssure u oso cant help it wan. i noe vin dun like it. its common. which bf like his gal to smoke. i jux wanna to tell him sorie, i cant stop myself for not smoking. but i promise i control myself so stop nagging at me................ cos i hate it........ i noe its for my own gd, i will stop when its time to stop.... nw pls let me do wat i feel like doin. i juz wan to b myself... rem u told me, u r nt here to change me but here to accept who i am n wat i am.... so rite nw pls accept who i am n wat i am.... when its time for me to change i will change....