Last Day Of The Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As usual, today is fri. But something special about today is today is the last day of the yr... Vin is at temple again. So no count down for me for this yr.. actually i felt so disappointed tat he cant accompany me to go count down. but i dun have a choice. Today monster is crazy again. she dun allow all of us to go back hm after we finish our work. in the end we sought manager approval to go back hm. I guess the start of the new yr we will sure get a scolding fr monster... so wat a gd way to start the yr n end the yr. A new yr is starting. I hope Vin's financial can be more stable. N i hope to settle my papers asap. I cant stand the feeling of dragging thngs in my life. Once i settle my papers i can bring Vin hm n try all my best to get my parents to accept him. den i dun have to look for 101 excuses to go out. i am so sick of thinking 101 excuses. I had ran out of excuses. sometimes i find my excuse so lame. i guess my parents suspected somethings. but if i insist no then i think there is nothing they can do. I wonder wat is vin doin nw? He will be cooking for me tomolo. i love his cooking. n he always cook food which i love. I really appreciate wat he had done. But recently i am a bit picky n noti. always like to find fault with him. n always like to make him fare up. But he is always so trolerant towards me. no complains against me. Dar i juz wanna to say i am sorie. didnt mean to always make u angry. cos its onli thru making u fare up den i can noe tat u really cares for me.