Moody Day................

My sis wnet bangkok today. Really envy. For me i had to stay at hm to study. Soooooooooooo boring. I c the books i juz feel like tearing them away n throw them into the bin. Y cant i juz forget abt my notes n enjoy my leave. Its all bos of $$$$$$ again. Cos i need the money badly. Cos i am broke. really broke n needed the $$$$. Haiz!!! Bcos of $$$$ i had to force myself doin things i dun like. I have to suffer. Its so sickening. Life's so unfair. How i wish i am at the airport nw. Happily goin to bangkok with my sis. Wat kind of fucking life i am leading. i really need a break. Cos i think if i still continue like tat i will go crazy wan. I really wanna o throw n tear my books away. I work so hard for a yr n yet i end up getting nothing but juz a piece of fucking shit mess. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............................... let me out of this fucking shit mess. PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.............................. I cant take it anymore........................ I AM DYING SOON......................................