Tired day......

today i went for rd show. The boss today are veri irritating. No rest time no food. Wat kind of job is tat. Meet up with Vin after work juz nw. We r supposed to watch the show taxi. but becos i end work late, we cant go watch the show. its the 2nd time i miss this show. I guess i am nt fated to watch this show. Vin wanted me to go his hse tomolo. But i cant find a reason to get out of the jail. I didnt want to disappoint him but i dun noe wat i shld do... I felt so pressured by him. i really hope that he can understand... i dun have a choice. i dun wan my parents to hate him in the future when i bring him back to c them. But i think he cant understand this. if nt he wont pressure me. Hopefully one day he will realise wat i did is purely becos of him.