Boring Sunday...........

Help..... Its such a boring sunday for me. Vin wanted to meet me today but i juz cant think of any reasons to get out of the jail tats y i told him no. In the end he went temple. Its already noon time n i felt so bored. I juz sms him to complain tat i feel so bored. He ask me if i wanna to go eat beancurd. I wanna to go but i juz cant crack out anymore excuses. Haiz........ I felt like rotting at hm nw. I miss Vin's baked rice. No mood to study nw.... Wat shld i do????? i wanna to get of to meet Vin but i cant find any gd excuse to go out. When can i c Vin again. I really afraid tat i would nt be able to c him so often. I miss him a lot. I wonder if he feels the same way. I wonder if he oso miss me as much as i miss him. I wonder if he will always dote, love n miss me so much in the future..... I wonder he will change in the future. I juz cant stop wondering cos guys r jerks. I hope love is nt like wat i thought. At first a cup of honey, den slowly it become less n less sweet cos as time goes by u keep on adding plain water. Eventually it juz become a cup of tasteless plain water. I hope Vin is not like tat. Hopefully we can stay together and remain as sweet as nw. Wats love without life? N wats life without love?