Worst Lie in my Life........

Its mon again. I was on mc again. Juz dun feel like goin to work. But the worst thing is ic the doc at Vin's place. Its at hougang. How am i goin to explain abt it? I really havin a haedache nw. Dun feel like goin work tomolo. Feel like tender my resign letter immediately. I am so STRESS nw. Stress until i feel like throwing all things aside n be alone. But i dun dare to let Vin noe cos i am afraid tat he will get worried. Things hasn't been smooth for me. Exams again. Whenever it comes to exams my mood will get terrible. Y do they have to insist on exams. So sickening. Nw nt onli i got to stress on my exams n stress on how to ans to monster tomolo. I am so freaked out. Really dun noe wat to do. Bcos of wanting to spent more time with Vin, i choose to get mc. Sometimes i juz cant understand y cant i use my brains to think instead of using my backside. I will be dead if monster ask me tomolo. Infront of Vin i tried to b calm but actually i am nt. I am veri scared. MY GOD!!!!!! Wat shld i do???????? Went to Xerene's work place juz nw to fill up an application form. Hopefully i can get the job. But if mum n dad were to noe tat i choose to leave b4 bonus, i sure ganna a big big scolding fr them wan. They r my parents n yet they always dun support my decision. Y do god gave me such parents? Vin is the onli support i left. So gald tat he is there for me. Dar Thanx!!!!