A New Week

Its a new week again. I am veri unhappy nw. Went to visit Vin on sat cos he wasn't feeling well. I skip class tat day to give him a surprise. N indeed he was a bit shock to c me standing infront of his door steps. Den on sun i was free fr jail so i met him again. He cook bake rice for me tat day. N it was so delicious. I loved it so much. Nt onli bake rice he also made almond for me. How sweet of him to do all these things. After tat i went bugis to buy a necklace for my mum. I couldn't find anything suitable there so we went orchard. At orchard it was worst. I can't find anything which suit my mum's dress so in the end he had to drive me back to bugis again. I felt so bad n i find myself so irritating n so troublesome. Later when i was on my way hm i realise tat i forgot to buy something for my sis. He was veri angry with my sis cos he find tat its nt worth for me to treat her so nice as she isn't nice to me at all. But after all he still send me to lot one to get the things for my sis. Today i realise he was right. I shouldn't had treated her so nice as she dun even respect me as a elder sis. I tried to change my pc juz nw. N she was sleeping. She got so fed up n started throwing pillows at me. But i still continue to do wat i felt i should do. After fixing up all the wirings i was so happy. Cos i never thought tat i knoew how to fixed the pc up by myself. So i needed her password n userid to dial up to the net. N she refused to give it to me. In the end i got no choice but to fixed the old pc back. Anyway in this hse, watever i do is always wrong. Nothing seems to be right for me. I juz dun understand y. I was thinking it might benefit her if i change aways the old pc and get heer something better. But she dun appericate it at all. How i wish Vin is here nw. If he knew tat my sis treated me this way he would let her off so easy. he would had scold her upside down. I guess i really dun have a stand in this family. So in future i should nt have done so much things for them cos its really nt worth it. Its really a sad day for me cos after a hard day of work i still have to c pple face at hm. How long do i have to suffer with this kind of life.