Busy Day....

Today its a busy day for me at work. Got a scolding fr one of the cust in the morning. She even threaten to write to the press. Anyway lucky monster came out to help me on that. Class is tired today. Did revision in class today. I realise that I actually got a lot to catch up cos i miss too much lesson. Vin pick me up juz nw after class. We went supper after that. Today we didn't talk much in the car. Cos he was angry with me for still contacting Eddie. I noe that he is angry bcos he love me veri much. But sometimes i juz cant help having the feeling that he is like pushing too hard on me. Thats y i was veri sad juz nw. But on another hand when i thought of he is dooin this bcos he love me, i sadness juz gone by itself. If a guy were to treat me like that last time, I would sure say bye bye to him wan. But for him i juz dun noe y? He is the only guy i met who can control me. The moment i came in hm, i was being qs again. Y so late den reach hm. This is really veri irritating. I really hate my parents treating me as a 3yr old kid. Ever since I move back they have been treating me like that. If Vin is nt there for me, i really dun noe how long i can take it. For the sake of Vin i have to endure. Why they have to make things difficult for me. I am their daughter y do they have to treat me like that. I really can't understand. Is face n pride so important to them. Even more important den their daughter's hapiness? Sometimes I wonder am I their daughter. I guess life is goin to be difficult for me. No matter how unhappyI am at hm i still have to act veri happy. I am tired of wearing mask. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. I hope so.......