Tired Sunday......

Today is a tired day for me. Went to my parents' shop to help them out. Vin went temple today. N he has been playing majong for the whole afternoon. Felt a bit neglected by him. This morning I was veri unhappy. I got a scolding from my dad in the morning. Came hm around 6.30pm. After my bath, i went to wash my uniform. And I broke the bracelet that Vin had bought for me. I was so sad. I felt so unless at that moment cos I can't even take gd care of a small bracelet. I guess when I told Vin about this he was still busy playing his majong. He did console me but I can't feel his console. Prrhaps he was too busy thats y I can't feel his care. After that i went back to my hse to collect back my things. When I was about to leave the hse, i almost broke into tears. At that moment I really wish that Vin was there for me. I was trying veri hard to fight back my tears. After all I really did put in a lot of effort in the hse. Sometimes I really dun understand y does this have to happen on me? I really cant bear to leave the hse. I really cant. Vin isnt back hm yet. I really wanna to tell him how i feel nw. But he has got no time for me. I guess the only person who noes how I felt is non other den me. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me.