Wonderful Thursday.........

Its thurs again. Today things at work didnt went smooth for me. During my lunch time, Vin told me tat OA called him up. They demanded him to pay them 600 per mth. On top of tat, he need to pay old man 2.3k every mth. This causes his entire pay to be wipe out. After hearing tat, I started to geta calculator to calculate my pay. Intital i was a bit scared cos i am afraid tat my pay is nt enough for the both of us to survive. After calculating, I realised i was right. My pay alone is nt enough. Cos i still need to give my parents household allowance, pay my insurance, pay off my reno loan. I started to think wat i can do. den i tot of teaching tution. hopefully i can get more students n earn more. On top of tat i decided to work part time on sat n sun. so without second thought, i gave xerene a cal. She agreed to look out part time jobs for me. I noe i would be dead tired, but i juz cant bear to c Vin suffering alone. He muz be feeling veri guilty to made me suffer together wif him. But i think love is blind. Bcos of this i am willing to do extra jobs n give up a lot of things i wan. Actually i thought of changing a new hair look on nov, but nw i have decided nt to cos i cant afford to waste money like tat. den i actually oso wanna to buy some sk2 products. but nw all these got to be erase fr my mind cos i cant bring anymore burden to Vin. Fr nw on, i got to think b4 buying any things. i even thought of cancel my trip to thailand. Cos i really dun noe where to get money to pay my mum back as she had paid the trip fare for me first. the next pay she will sure ask fr me wan. I got to think of a reason to tell her. She actually noe tat i got some savings, nw i am so afraid tat she ask me where r my savings. I really dun noe wat to tell her. Hopefully she dun ask. I cant sell my sos share nw as its the blackout period. Hopefully i will be able to sell it n get the money on time for the trip. I noe life its goin to be hard on me of the next few yrs. But wif Vin around, i am sure i can take it wan. Cos watever we do, both of us noe tat we r holding on to each other hands. So Vin, lets work hard n get thru this period together. With will n determination, there is nothing we can do. The sun will always shine on us n everyday will always be a happy day for us.......