Dried Up ..........

Today is the 7th of nov. N my pay is already dried up. I wonder if i can survive on juz $12 in my hand. Vin bet soccer last nite n lost all the match n on top of tat he lost mahjong too. It will be veri tight for us tis month. He felt so sad this morning n so angry with himself. He expected me to scold him upside down for losing all the money btu i didnt. i didnt wanna to do tat cos i dun wan to add pressure to him. after all wat he did was to try to get some extra cash for the both of us. i guess i cant go perm my hair for this month. never mind. my hair can wait. i was veri much to console him this morning but i was to busy helping out at my parents' shop. so got no time for Vin. Felt so guilty cos when he needed me most i wasnt there for him. hopefully he dun blame me. i am wondering how can i get money rolling into my pockets. maybe this is a test for Vin n me. if we can stay together at bad times and go thru it, once its past we will be able to enjoy our life. nw i am broke. really veri broke. hope mum dun ask me for money. i so scared nw. hopefully this bad times faster pass.