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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Worried!!!!!

Received an sms fr my buddy asking me where to go for perg test n abortion. I was so shocked abt it. His gal is preg. I told him to get the test first to confirm. he wanna to opt for abortion. I advise him nt to da tat. Cos the gal will be guilty forever. She will be veri sad juz like me. Like wat i had heard, the baby is nt ur property, u cant juz discard it like tat. I was veri guilty over the 2 abortion i had, so i really dun wish any of my friends go thru the pain like wat i had gone thru. U will never be able to forgive urself for the rest of ur life. N u child will hate u forever. Tried to cal him but cant get him. So worried abt him. Dun noe how he is doin nw. Muz b veri confused. I am so scared tat he made the wrong move n regret for the rest of his life. Hopefully he give me a cal asap. I cant stop thinking abt him. I noe he needs me nw as a friend ot support his decision n to advise him. I really wanna to help him. Hope tat he noes tat there is always a friend there to support him whenever he needs it. Vin is sick today. I left branch at 7.15pm today. Actually wanna to visit him but so scared tat my parents nag at me. So i end up choosing hm instead of him. i guess he muz have been sleeping nw. Really miss him a lot. Wanna to chat with him but so scared to interupt him fr his sleep. SO worried abt him. Vin is always like tat. Noes how to take gd care of me but doesnt noe how to take care of himself. He has been getting sick quite frequently. He muz be to stress over work n money issue. I tried veri hard to lighten his stress. I cant starve myself juz to pass some csh to him so tat he wont feel so stress without $. But i still cant help him much. He is still so stress tats y he get sick. Am i so useless? I feel tat i have been bring him more burden den sharing his burden with him. I can sense tat his shoulders are so heavy. I really hope he dun stress himself too much. Juz wanna to tell him, dar ever if i had to support u forever i will oso do tat. Ever u cant get a higher pay job, cant give me the wedding i wan, i am still willing to marry u. I love u n cant get on my life without u.

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