A Yr Has Past................

Times really files.... i have been with Vin for a yr. Many things had happened for the past one yr. Things change n so do Vin n me....... Vin's temper had been getting fr bad to worst.... n mine is nt too good either. We always quarrel with each other nw a days. I noe he is stress so do I. In fact when I had problems i dun noe who to turn to. No one listen to my problem so i had to keep on pushing it into my heart.. I felt terrible. N veri painful... No one understand me.... I reaklly dun noe how long i can take it.... I am like a tim bomb nw n will explode anytime.... i am trying my best to control but sometimes i really can't....... Vin n i r nt loving like we used to be. N sometimes i felt veri tired on tis relationship. I really dun wan to end up like my past. bcos i keep on torlerating n things will get worst... cos i noe if i really explode one day there will be no turning back. but irelly dun noe wat to do.... i am so lost nw... i relly miss those days when i am with NSB. cos she will guide me along. she will lend me a listening ears n advice me on wt i can do.... ever since no longer working together with her we seldom meet up cos both of us has our things to be busy with.... i miss the days working together with her n goin bk hm together with her.... i wonder is she doin fine.... Vin had been giving me lots of problem... n i felt my shoulders are veri heavy...i tried to tell vin hoe i felt but he tot tat i am nt supporting him... he refuse to understand wat i am tryin to tell him.... i really dun noe wat can i do... i always tot tat we can be happy forever.... but looks like i am wrong again.... life is bad for me.....