In deep pain

For the past few weeks i am working like a bull. everyday i work full shift. i have been asking myself am i doin tis to run away fr something? i guess so. i am doin tis jus to avoid vin. i dun wan to see him n i dun noe wat to tok to him when i c him. things had been getting fr bad to worst. i have got nothing to tell him. ithe worst thing is tat his cousin thinks tat he is crazy cos he give in too much to me. i am crying alone last nite n no one noe abt it. i really dun noe how long can i run away fr, i juz dun wan to face him n hear his problems. cos if i were to do tat, i would ask myself who is hearing my problem. i cant take the stress anymore. guess wat i am working full shift next week again. i noe i am veri tired i noe i need rest but the moment i stop working, i would have to hear his problems. n i cant take the stress he is giving me. he dun seems to understand i am havin stress too........... wat else can i do........ i really dun noe.............