Finally I can start savings again

KT n i decided to start a join acc. After 1 yr of spending, finally i can start savings again. We r planning to get our own transport by Jun. Hopefully everything can go smoothly. At the same time we r planning to go taiwan for holiday. cant believe god is treating me so gd. after giving me so many yrds of shit finally he gave me peace. KT had always wanna to start his family early but with me he cant. He got to wait for me to settle my papers. I will work really hard to settle it. At the same time both of us loves kids but there might be a possibility tat i cant have any kids in future. i noe when i told him tis he will be veri disappointed. i myself is oso veri disappointed. so rite nw i mux have less stress so tat my health can get better. i hope i wont disappoint KT n i hope he dun let me down too. As u noe when u fall so many times u will oso be veri scared wan. so i hope i wont fall again. God pls be fair to me tis time. all i need is so simple. someone who love n care for me. i have found him nw so pls dun take him away fr me. i dun wan to fall again. cos i am so tired.....